Four days of stim injections have been easy until today. Now I think the hormones are affecting my mood. Ok, the hormones are definitely affecting my mood.
Until today I have been perkier than normal. I did supervision with my staff yesterday and I was nice. I supported them and celebrated their victories and generally felt as though I had the emotional energy to bring out the best in my staff. We even laughed alot! Today, I may hurt someone.
This morning I got angry with HJ because she could not find the tv remote (gotta watch the Weather Channel). I got frustrated with her because she asked me to pick up some things at the store (which I told her I planned to go to). And I almost cried because she did not reassure me in the way I wanted…. see I am officially off-balance today. Finally I had to say “You better just leave. I cannot be trusted to be nice.” She left for work.
I hope I don’t see many people at work today because I will either cry, scream or bite off some one’s head. I am evil.